When people make you feel unwanted, don't leave to make them feel sad or guilty, they won't. Leave because you no longer have a reason to stay. Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not - won't.
Jesus died for you, knowing you might never love Him back. Admit to God you are a sinner. Believe that Jesus is God's Son. Confess your faith in Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord. Read/study your Bible. Live every day for Jesus Christ. God sent His Son
This is makin me speechless. You cant even explain to your best friend how you feel. It's just that feeling, That no one else understands. You don't know how to word it, it's the feeling no one else gets.