and while all of this is happening, im still working hard and making money, enough to buy the things i want. i have lots of inspiration about what i want to do and how im gonna do it. i improved my guitar skills and bettered my old poem. i got rid of my annoying friends and found social peace. i improved my looks and my personality. but i cant enjoy all of it. not even a single bit. this school shit needs to be over first. fuuuh