There is no point in wishing things can be different. We cannot change the past. We can only accept the change and move forward - the hard truth, if i don't want to keep ending up with same results, time to make a change.
The best Shonda Rhimes quotes “Maybe you know exactly what it is you dream of being, or maybe you're paralyzed because you have no idea what your passion is. The truth is, it doesn't matter. You just have to keep moving forward.
"Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason." Even if someday it doesn't make perfect sense, it happened for a reason.