After what you did I had no choice but feel like I was your back-up plan, so to speak. You told me you wanted to recapture some of your youth, but now it seams it was just a ruse for you trying to see if you could find someone better and replace me.
Honestly I never feel included I feel like their just my friends because they fill bad for me or don't want to be mean. I swear I feel so fucking alone around everybody. I feel like a fucking outcast all the damn time.
Yep done it for to long and will not compromise this in my next relationship and a real man wouldn't let this be how his woman feels ever.not being second. Don't make yourself available for that foolishness! I have learned my lesaon.