"I’m lonely. And I’m lonely in some horribly deep way and for a flash of an instant, I can see just how lonely, and how deep this feeling runs. And it scares the shit out of me to be this lonely because it seems catastrophic.
Most days I am content with being alone. But when I see two lovers holding hands, or kissing, or laughing with that special look in their eyes. It hits home from time to time, and I want to feel better than content.