If only u could hear my thoughts, you would be more upset than when I actually let them out to u.
I've gotten to a point where I don't know what I am anymore. I constantly feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I'm going crazy and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. I can't even think straight. I am a mess. I'm coming apart at the seams and it scares me.
Already did. Bye guys. I don't fucking know if I can take any more of this fucking shit. xx
Over-thinking can literally make you insane, and can cause a mental breakdown.
This is exactly why I don't want to be a junior next year my closest friends graduating, transferring. Just leaving me. I just want to SLAM THE BREAKS to stop everything not move just be with them now and forever. But I know it doesn't work that way and I don't know if I can Handle it anymore. But I also I don't want to regret anything either
I no longer tell ppl the truth I just say I'm fine and they cannot see through the thin fog that covers that lie
It honestly feels like it..... My thoughts are going crazy, Jealousy, love, anger, hate, heart ache.... Im going to rip my hair out soon, Why in the heck is my mind doing this? Something subconscious is going on and I cannot tell what it is...