Mikey pulled in the driveway and I had a panic attack. "Luke i-i don't knoww." I said, breathing heavily and feeling the worst pain in my life. "Shhhhhh...love. calm down." He said, wrapping his arms around me as I choked on my own breath. I cried as he knocked on the door. And I didn't hesitate to run out the door and sit in the street. Luke stared at me from a distance and cried as I laughed. "You don't get it. Nobody does." I said.