well i'm back......i was in the hospital for a while due to suicide. I really wish i didn't but then again i wish i succeeded because now i'm under constant watch and i'm on so many pills now. Please from someone who just got out of the hospital due to suicide DO NOT DO IT!!!! I know you guys will not listen to me but i'm trying to help you from being in the position i'm in right now. If you need anyone to talk to please talk to me i will listen and i will try to help you the best i can.